Tuesday Morning..

Had a rather weird day yesterday.. I went to see a psychic/Clairvoyant and wow did she have some things to tell me? It started off all calm and really the things she said to me could have been about anyone, Such as, 'you still have some wrapping to get done for christmas, make sure you do it in a quiet space alone as else you will get the labels muddled up.. how many of us still have wrapping to do at this time of the year? loads of us I'll bet.. so that was pretty general suff that could have applied to anyone..but then suddenly he started asking me if I had noises keeping me awake at night? initially I said no as my neighbours are old and pretty quiet all the time.

Then I thought about it and told her that I had in fact had a sort of prowler hanging round my house at nigts and making a small amount of noise! She very quickly told me that I had to be very careful of this person, he is mentally ill and is basically stalking me? She couldn't tell me who it was just that he was a little younger than me and that as long as I am with someone everytime I go out I will be safe. She said that I had to take great care as this person is nasty and could hurt me given the chance.. to be honest this scared me quite a bit at first but she went on to tell me that as long as I'm careful making sure my house is locked up well at night then I will be safe.. She told me that I have a guardian angel looking out for me, she said that my Nana was nearby and telling me that I should eat my sprouts!! Yuk.. my Nan knew tat I hated the things, lol.. but she said I would have people visit over christmas who liked them and I should steam cook them so as not to get the smell.. This was just the sort of thing my Nan would say tome as I grew up so I guess I started to beleive what she was telling me.. She went on to say that this man who is causing me trouble and making it hard for me to sleep well at night would soon be 'nabbed'.. he was good at hiding as he doesn't want to be seen, hense everytime I called the police he was always gone by the time they arrived.. His arrest apparently will be when he makes a mistake.. something to do with his car and petrol, she thought maybe he forgot to fill his tank and he runs out so gets caught.. something about Christmas eve being the night when it will be pouring with rain and he will be here again.. making noises trying to gain access to the house.. but he won't be able to get away in time and gets caught..

All of this has made me feel uneasy to be honest, I know someone has been trying to get into my house for months now, but I always tried to put it down to kids messing about, so as not to scare myself.. but now hearing this I have to admit that I will take heed of what she said and not go out alone.. If I have no choice but to venture out by myself I have to take extra care, but always make a note of who is around and where they are in relation to me.. that way I should be safe.. but preferably try not to be in that situation especially at night time.. I told her that my sister had been having similar problem and because she is bed ridden it gives me great cause for concern, but she re assured me that my sister will come to no harm, she will be safe as this man will be caught soon..

Weird or what! I really don't know what to make of it all to be honest.. The last time we called the police about this person they made it quite clear that they didn't beleive us at all, but this woman yesterday said they are doing a lot behind the scenes that I don't know about yet, but when the time comes they will let me know that I am safe.. she said I'm to stop running away from things and start standing my ground for once in my life, she does not see me moving house in the near future, yet my house is up for sale because of all this.. but she told me NOT to move! Don't let this person run you out of your home.. she said! so now I'm not really sure what to do at the moment, do I sit and ride this out or do I continue to try and move away? She said if this is a stalker like she beleives it is he will only follow me if I move, so moving is futile..stand my ground and stay in my house!..

She doesn't beleive this person to be connected to my past, its not a evenge type of thing just someone who i mentally ill and for whatever reason has become obsessed with me! there's nothing I can do except keep myself safe and make sure I don't go out alone.... SO I guess for the near future I will just have to take extra care when I'm out and about and avoid quiet dark places if I'm alone.. Time will tell if she is right or not eh!

Well I'm getting myself all ready for Christmas now, the shopping for gifts is underway and hopefully I have made good choices this year for everyone... I just hope they all like the gifts I have chosen for them.. Still got a little bit more to do but hope to get it all done by this weekend so that I can sit back and relax in the run up to the big day itslf.. This year I will have a few of us here, my daughter will be coming home from London and I have my friend here from Norway as well as my son and our young friend who used to live with us.. so basically 5 of us, not to many but enough to have a good time, we'll also no doubt also get some visitors over the holiday as my sisters live nearby and will likely drop by to say hello.. should be a good one eh!