Monday evening...

Today has been a weird day, woke up late at 10am because I didnt get to bed last night until about 3.45am, then my friend the stalker/prowler decided to act up again and start playing games?
Who on earth would be out at that time of night unless it is someone possessed? or obsessed? First of all it was a flashlight through the bedroom window within minutes of turning of the lights, then the noises started and it sounded like they were trying to get into the shed out in the garden.. weird eh! it really is feeling as if whoever this is is watching us all the time, no matter what time we all go to bed at night, whether its 10pm or 4am they start as soon as the bedroom light gets turned off. We had made sure the side gate was locked tight last night but this morning it was partly open again? So obviously someone had tried to either get in or out that way.. We have re locked the gate today and will see if its open again in the morning.. maybe that is the way to catch whoever this is?

As I woke up this morning I had the start of a flashback but for once was able to control it and stop it really happening, I'm begining to work out the triggers for these now so hopefully I will be able to reduce their effectiveness a little bit, I hope so as they leave me feeling scared and very vunerable when they happen.. not a nice feeling at all..

Did a few bits of shopping today but other than that not much else, spent a lot of time just relaxing at home and hoping that tonight may be quiet so that we can all get a good nights sleep for once.. finges crossed eh!