my survival

This is my story of Survival, of Childhood Abuse and the torture that goes through the mind of the child! In time I will try to include details of some of the things I endured a a child and adult, of the lasting effects and my battle to overcome it.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Thursday Evening..

Been a few days since I've written in here, a few days where I have been busy house hunting.. You see just before Christmas I had an offer on my house, I've been trying to sell up for a few months now as I don't really feel that safe here anymore since the prowler started bothering me at night time. The police have been useless and done nothing to help, so my only option has been to try and move, now it looks like It might be happening! I have seen so many houses these past few days that are potential new homes, some of them I have no idea how the owners could try to sell them as they are in a mess. But each to their own eh! I saw one today where the smell hit you as soon as you walked in, it was dirty and horrible, no way could I move in there. But on the other hand I saw a couple of really nice ones, some to far out from the town area I want to be in but another was right in the middle of town! it had four good sized bedrooms and although it needs updating if I could get it for the right price it sure would be a good family home.. Just got to sort out my mortgage now and see if I can make an offer on it! wish me luck eh?

Apart from house hunting things have been pretty good since Christmas, I've only had one or two bad nights with flashbacks/dreams of the past so thats good eh! I get to go back to therapy tomorrow morning.. whoopee !!! lol... It's been three weeks since I've been there due to the holidays so I have no idea what we will talk about during the session but no doubt she will think of a way to get me talking about my childhood and some of the things that went on. Time will tell eh?

I'll write in here tomorrow after therapy like I always do.... it helps me to work things out and get my head straight...

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