Wednesday afternoon..

Its been a very hard week, and seems to be getting harder by the day.. the nightmares are back with a vengeance as are the flashbacks. The added stress in my life right now isn't helping me either.. but I have no idea what I can do about it all..
In trying to let some of it out I wrote a poem last night about 'Customer Service' or lack of it...

My Feelings are REAL!!


Anger, Sorrow, Feelings and Stress,
No matter what, I cannot guess.
'Customer Service' is no more,
Many companies have shown it the door!
They used to say, 'The Customers right',
But don't anymore, that's my plight.
Appalling Service, but no one will hear,
They don't need our business, have no fear!
Treat us like dirt, they just don't care,
So every customer, please be aware.
The list is long, grows by the day,
There's no way for customers, to have a say!
There's BT, B&Q Comet and more,
All have shown 'Customer Service' the door.
What can we do? Boycott them all?
My nerves are in tatters, heading for a fall.
They all mess up, push you from pillar to post,
At the end of it all. it's us who have lost.
No idea how to talk, or show respect to me,
What is their problem? Why can't they see?
They'll lose the business, they may even go bust,
Because non of their customers, in them can trust!
They don't keep their promises, give us false hope,
How on earth do they expect us to cope?
Lies after lies, is what their employees tell,
Maybe its time for me to tell them as well?
I've kicked some butt! not been very kind,
But it serves them right, because they are all blind.
Blind to the distress and sorrow I feel,
It's time for them to realise, my feelings are REAL!

Maybe this will go a little way to explain what is happening for me right now, in my everyday Life, it seems to be one problem after the other, as I get one thing sorted out something else happens to me and adds the stress back up! I feel as though I am heading for a melt down, I'm losing weight again which I really can't afford to do as my weight is low enough already.. But unless I can find a better way to deal with stress in my life this will no doubt continue.. I have yet another new laptop now and this one is vista enabled, but can I get into all the programmes that I'm used to? Nope! It won't let me into windows messenger so I can't even talk to my friends on line for extra support when I need it... I just want to scream at everyone!!!

AAArrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!