Well.....

It's been a week and a half of stress, stress, stress.. first of all my house move didn't happen! Due to an incompetant Solicitor.. its been delayed until the end of April.. so another 4 weeks of feeling unsafe at home..
To top all that my internet provider decided in its wisdom to disconnect me anyways? I have been fighting them since last thursday to get my connection back on. What happened basically is that I had booked to have the connection stopped on 30 march, but on the 20th when I was told we would not be moving I cancelled it, in their wisdom the guy didn't do his job correctly and the order went ahead anyways.. So I have no internet at home at all at the moment. My Niece has very kindly allowed me to come over to her house and use her connection today.. hense how I am here now writing this..
I hope to be back on line at home by thursday morning! if not there will be some major phone calls being made to get it sorted out..
I saw my therapist on friday as is usual, and had a weird session.. its always the way if I am not seeing her for a week or so as she doesn't want to leave me thinking of anything difficult for a length of time.. this last week we were talking about how different things are for my son against how I was at the same age..

Its easy to compare really, he is now 18yr old,living at home with all the comforts that brings whilst he completes his education, at his age I was living alone in London struggling to get to work each day and look after myself, I had no one to call on if things were hard... it was a very lonely time in my life... my average day back then was getting up in the morning and going to work, when I came home at night I would usually watch a bit of TV before going to bed.. I led a very lonely life back then.. it was strange talking about how my life was in those days..