my survival

This is my story of Survival, of Childhood Abuse and the torture that goes through the mind of the child! In time I will try to include details of some of the things I endured a a child and adult, of the lasting effects and my battle to overcome it.

Monday, May 14, 2007

Why is it that NO ONE does what they say they will? I have been let down by so many people lately that I'm beginning to wonder if its me thats in the wrong?

Back in January I ordered a new kitchen for the new house, I explained the situation, in that the kitchen here was useless and would need replacing as soon as possible once i was in, and they said it would not be a problem to fit it once I moved in!

But thats where the problems started, I moved in to the house on 27th April, complete with lots of furniture that people had told me they would have, but now some two weeks later I am getting no where fast. Everyone is changing their minds and using my house as a storage depot, then saying dump it at the last minute?

The parts of the kitchen that were delivered initially meant i have half a kitchen but it still isn't completed, I have NO COOKER, NO SINK, a FRIDGE FREEZER THAT IS JUST FOR DISPLAY! in that its not installed.. so not working, a spare fridge freezer sat in my hallway(because the first one is damaged)., a dishwasher also in the hallway, a shower cubicle in the hallway, and a bathroom suite on the landing upstairs.. one of the bedrooms is so full of spare furniture that everyone wanted but now they don't ... that we can't use the room at all.. oh and we also have a small wall unit in the hallway as well, just to make it more difficult to get in and out of the house.

My family are f*****g useless... they all know that I don't have a working kitchen, but have any of them even offered to have us round for dinner? NOPE!.. We have been living of takeaways for the past two weeks since the kitchen work got started and they took out the cooker.. As I have coeliacs ( Severe Wheat Allergy) this is proving to be very hard for me, I can only eat baked potatoes, chips ect when out as most restaurants use wheat in most of the meals.. so I am becoming ill from lack of eating properly.. just to add more pressure we decided to go away at the weekend and whilst going about 80mph in the fast lane of the motorway I had a bad panic/anxiety attack.. so bad in fact that Paws called the police for help to get us of the motorway.. they answered our call with... 'unless you want an ambulance we can't send out a car'... so much for the caring profession, they didn't give a shit!

I eventually calmed down enough to be able to drive us off.. and we eventually made it to our destination much later than we planned... having had a great weekend we got home last night to face the battle here once again... so far today I have called B&Q four times.. each time they promise to call me back with information about when I will get the fitters back to finish the job they started on tuesday 1st may... but so far no call has come through....

I AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!! WHY IS EVERYONE TREATING US LIKE THIS? WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE TO THEM EXCEPT ASK THEM TO PROVIDE THE SERVICE I HAVE PAID FOR?

I HATE MY FAMILY AS THEY ARE A USELESS LOAD OF TIME WAISTERS WHO ONLY CARE ABOUT THEMSELVES.. ALL I WANT TO DO IS TO BE ABLE TO COOK FOR MY FAMILY, IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK?

Why can't people just do what they promise to do when they promise to do it? I've had enough.. I have contacted the BBC watchdog programme in the hope that maybe they will be able to help me get all this sorted out.. but I won't hold my breath as they probably won't bother either!

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