Sunday Morning..

Well thankfully I am now able to access the internet from home once again, Had been disconnected by my ISP over a week ago in error but it took them a full week to re connect me! Appalling 'Customer Service' to say the least! They charge a fortune to have the broadband and then when they mess up they just don't care about leaving you in the lurch.. well hopefully this past week I have shown them that the 'Customer' does count! as without them there would be no jobs for any of them.
I actually got so angry with one call centre on friday, a so called 'technical help desk' that I told the Manager that he needed to re train himself and his staff to give the right information to the customer, it turned out that they had given me the wrong user ID and that was why my router wouldn't connect me! I had even gone out and purchased a new one thinking mine was broken! So £50 down the drain because of incompetance... luckily for me I have one good manager contact within my ISP and she has told me that they will cover the cost.. but that alone is not good enough.. the inconvenience of not being on line last week was costing us big time, we work from home here and had to get a connection from a friends house just to do our job! thankfully my employer knew it wasn't down to me and was kind enough to let us do what we could..

As for me! well I'm looking forward to moving away from this house in just 3 weeks time... if it actually happens this time! we have started packing now with avengance and having a big sort out at the same time, throwing away as much stuff as we can, see I'm a bit of a hoarder and sometimes keep things 'just in case' I might need them... but now I am looking forward to a fresh start in a new home and trying to clear out some of the stuff that I know we won't need.. can only be a good thing eh!

Once I'm settled in the new house I intend to start writing my second book about my life and the Abuse I suffered.. some of it will be the poems I have written on the subject and some story about how things really wee for me growing up in the house from hell! My sisters have all supported me in the writing of the book and hopefully they will help me fill in any blanks that I have to make it as true an account as is possible.. it will be factual not fictional... I know its going to be a hard book to write and will no doubt stir up many memories, but I have those anyway so what will be new? maybe it will help me to sort things out in my head and realise that I have in fact Survived it all and can move forward in my own life!.. time will tell eh!