Sunday night.

Been a pretty good weekend this time by all accounts. Although I did have a little problem this morning that needed to be dealt with today, but thankfully it all sorted out without causing to many others to be upset..

I had an old friend down from london today, he was brilliant he came down at my request to help my son fix my fence that had been blown down in the storms last weekend. Local tradesmen had wanted to charge me nearly £300 for the job but with my friends help it has cost me about £100... more than enough when you live on state benefits but much better fo me.. unfortunately house insurance does not cover fences! Still the job is now done and my prowler will once again find it difficult to gain access to my garden.. Thankfully.

My friend was not impressed at all by the efforts of the local police to catch my prowler, in fact he was disgusted at their lack of interest in the problem.. maybe in time they will see how upsetting it all is for me and maybe act to catch the idiot? fingers crossed eh!

Well its nearly christmas, just one week to go and I will be having a few guests here including my daughter and a friend of ours.. so will be quite manic no doubt.. I just hope everyone likes the gifts I have selected for them all.. if we all muck in it should be a good holiday I hope! I know my friend who lives with me is intent on helping cook the dinner which is great, so all I have to do is get the rest of them to do the washing up between them and we will all be happy! if it happens..lol.. which somehow I doubt!. I will most likely be run off my feet as happens every year but if they all enjoy it then it will be well worth it eh?

Not really had any flashbacks for a few days, but did manage to talk face to face with my friend earlier on this evening! OMG.. I have just realised that I actually did it without even realising and it wasn't that bad at all.. deep down I knew I could talk to her but never thought it would be that easy, we spoke about my last step father who raped me when we were in Cyprus shortly after my mum died, I told her that I wished I had reported it at the time, but now its to late as I would need to return to Cyprus to get anything done and no way would he return to answe any charges I brought against him. He was in complete denial that he had done anything wrong the last time I spoke to him, I doubt that has changed any! anyways I know that I can do it now so may try to do some more soon.. will let you know..