As some of you may be aware I moved home last week! It should have been a smooth move, but it wasn't. We had problem after problem on moving day and it hasn't got much better since.

The stress levels I have been under this past month are almost unbeleivable, nothing seems to be going right for me just now. Initially I was glad that the move had finally come about but the removal company were a waste of space and left a lot of things behind which I had to arrange to move myself as they refused to return to the old house and pick them up, then we arrived at the new address to find that the previous owners had left the electric in debt, I had to pay it to get the power put on for us! then I was informed by my neighbour downstairs that there had been a flood between exchange of contract and moving in day! instead of repairing the leak they just turned off the water and left me to find it on my own, which we did on saturday morning when we couldn't flush the loo! It cost me £120 to get a plumber out to fix everything then turn the water back on? My solicitor was contacted to try and get the money back but to date he still hasn't got back to me to let me know whats happened? Why is it that people just can't seem to do their jobs correctly? Is customer servi ce so unimportant in this country these days?

I have fitters in now to replace my kitchen, but the supplier still hasn't delivered all the components needed for them to do the job properly? more incompetance from them and I will be going to watchdog on the BBC to see if maybe they can get this company B&Q to sort their act out!

To top all of that I found out on Sunday that my younger Brother is in desperate need of a kidney transplant else he won't be with us by Christmas! Obviously I am going to be tested in case I am a match for him but If I'm not? what do I do? two of my sisters have basically said that they are not prepared to do it, they won't even get tested? SO they're happy to let our brother die not knowing if they themselves could have saved him? It makes me so mad, and their reasons for the decision? One has back problems... whoopee dooo so do I, the other is anaemic as if that should stop her! so just because they are scared they refuse up front! It is making me sooooooo angry right now that I really don't care if I never see either of them again for as long as I live!

To me the thought of surgery is terrifying, but for him I will do it if I can, as it will mean he won't die! I don't want him to die he's only 46yr old.. he has a son of 24yrs who is also on the transplant list for an urgent kidney.. but if I can help either one I will feel at least that I tried.. my sisters on the otherhand should and will feel useless, I'd understand if they had the tests and were proved unsuitable then at least they would know they tried, but this way is the cowards way! so Mags and Dot... grow up, get a life and do what you can to save our brother please! I beg you! the most likely match is generally within the family so he is relying on us first to hopefully be able to help.. I will willingly give him one of my kidneys if he wants it and so should you!...

I can't beleive the selfishness of you both, I've put small details of my brothers dilema on line and have had complete strangers offering to be tested to save him if I'm not suitable myself so why they can't do it I really don't know!.. so angry right now!